The person who influenced me...

I was allways complaining about my life, my friends, what I have too little money, how I looks. I thought that my life is the worst in whole world. But one day I heard a terrible news about my best friend Jolita. She was ill and her illness probably untreatable. She said to me, might be that she is living her last days. At first I was just shocked and couldn't think clearly. But after some time when I saw how she is enjoying her life I feel better, and started to believe. she allways was the optimist, and said me that everything would be all right. And she was right. It's a miracle that now she is healthy.

Jolita teached me to be the optimist like her and enjoy of every second of my life. After this event I become much more stronger. Now I know that my life is the best it could be, my friends are amazing and I am absolutely different.

I am proud of my friend Jolita. She helped my to grow up, to become a personality.

Phobias...

Once I saw a documentic film about the people who have various phobias life. There was very interesting to watch, because their life are a little bit strange. Sometimes people are afraid of very unusual things such as gold, books, microbs and so on...

First of all, I was very interested in people who have phobia of microbs, which is called microphobia. These people who have this phobia allways are afraid to touch anything because they imagine that all around them exist lot of microbs and they can cause the hard diseases. These people are washing their hands about fifty times per day, that is very harmful for they skin. Also these people everytime eat with a fork or a spoon even a chips or candies. But besides this they can live quite normally.

Also I was interested in people who have Uranophobia- Phobia of paradise. They imagine, if they behave badly they won't go to the paradise. So these people are enjoying their lives by doing whatever they want. And their behaviour usually is negative.

I think that these people who have some kind of phobias are unique and worth of attention.

Sleep and dreams...

Today I wake up early in the morning, as allways with a hate to my alarm-clock... Every morning it waken me up when I'm dreaming the most beautiful dream and don't let me to sleep any more. I can't stand to wake up early in the morning... If I had an apportunity I would sleep half a day. Maybe it can sounds a little bit stupid, but it is so. Sometimes in the weekends when I'm lieing in my bed half a day, my parents laughting of me that if noone would say nothing to me, i just could live in the bed all the time. Maybe... :)

If really I think that I like to sleep so much because I allways haven't time for that. Also, of course, the sleep is needed for me to have a rest, after a hard day, like for all people. It is strange, but people usually haven't enough time for sleep, what is very harmfull for the health.
One of the most interesting things that we could feel during the sleep there are dreams. They are like a little movies created in our uncountious. Each night we could see the unique ''film'' with familiar ''actors''. Even though someting dreams are scary, they bring a lot of joy to me. :)

If someone now is reading this message, I want to wish you: sweet dreams... ;)